You don’t need to hype someone else so much that you degrade yourself down. Let it be a girl you admire, An actress or a friend! I’m telling you that You are the perfect the way you are!
Make yourself accept yourself without makeup, without any touch up without any fear that how will society put you up to That standard of beauty_ without all of this you are beautiful!
Nourish your soul_with what makes you happy!
Have chocolate! Listen to your favourite or anything but just keep the little space that makes you comfortable in this world.